Tuesday, July 28, 2009

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A Good Feeling

I have waited to feel like this for the longest time but I know where it all goes but I am so pulled towards it, so drenched, so addicted. I have punished myself for far too long, withheld myself from the world, maybe its time to ease up a bit, feel a little good and for once flow with the wind.

Am I going to return hurt, even more?

Will have to wait it out and see.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Muhahhhahah!

I am the new master of Blog Templates!! Muhhahahhaha

You know what..

You confuse more. I am gone! and Yes I'm HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh Yeah

I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee the new look to my blog! yayy

Thursday, July 9, 2009

On Leaving you...

You will never truly understand why I left you, well for starters, neither do I. Probably it could have been jealously, or any of the thousand reasons I threw on you, or probably just because of the reason, I had gotten too sick of everything. You see none of your issues were mine and trying to make you solve while I share your pain, well I couldn't take it anymore.

I've missed you terribly, but you should now learn on your own, to make the big and small decisions of your life, all on your own now.

You will get through. I promise.

Now I say no more.

Where are you?

You had an extremely shrieky voice when you used to scream, I still remember when you used to bitch about him to me. We had the perfect bond.

And than you two broke up. And by law, I went to him.

You do realize, you were really cool friend whom I could talk to, I miss you sometimes. Your dealings with him have been extremely childish and I would never forgive you for them, but to me, you were the inseperable twin sister.

Wish you were around. I lost the love of my life, but I had the two of you to hold to, but now neither of you seems to be there for me. I miss both of you now. I know you're gone, and well about him, i'm just happy that he's busy.

Pick up the phone, you still have that friend waiting for you.

Friday, July 3, 2009

God Speed Ol Gal

I saw a woman come back to life and die instantly. She was a 71 year old woman, married for 47 years, bore 3 kids who in return bore 7 kids. They all went together to say goodbye to her and leave her back to her God. She is back to the place she belonged. Wrapped in a white suit, she looked beautiful more than ever, calm and seemed to be in a little pain, open heart surgery is no joke.

I will miss her, though I was never close to her, but her presence was felt at her home, a void has now been created. Oh well you will surely be missed!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Finally!!!


Yeh dekho dekho dekho....yeh dekhoo dekhoo dekhooo.... :D

Friday, May 15, 2009

Hmm

I can't write long blogs, neither can i read em. I tend to lose my focus. People write short and concise, works best!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Somebody please kill me!

What the heck am I doing!!! Somebody stab me, phuleezzzzzzzzzz!

Hmm Kulsoom Bano Photostream

Kooke, loved your work! Abb itna bhi accha nahin hai :p

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And so it finally happened!

The much awaited interview finally took place! The guy who came out before me said only one thing "Brace yourself!" ...and my heart stopped beating....

Well it did not go as bad as thought it would primarily they didn't ask me any of the questions which I thought they would. Just like my brother puts it.." you have been lucky so far"...well I guess I have been.

Now all I can do is wait...:p


Here, I would like to Thank all my friends, most importantly, M and K, who are most enthusiastic about me getting in than me myself.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Hmmm

*closes eyes tightly*
hehe

*silently praying very hard*

Saturday, May 9, 2009

The Peach Color Bikini Woman

Oh hey oo Sweet Peach Colored bikini woman, oh I could have at least asked you your name. You were so beautifully stunning and I stared at you like such an ass. I wonder what language you spoke but it was all snickers and bounty to me.

I am stupid. You are beautiful.

Enough Said.

Friday, May 8, 2009

My Girl's becoming a Woman!

She finally got it! My Baby girl is finally becoming the woman she was due, I couldn't be more proud of her. She's ready to take off on her own and explore the horizon.
God Speed!

And I Love you.

After you've confessed:

I will look you back in the eye, not blinking for a second, hold your hands, rub softly along your fingers with my thumb, squeeze your palm, magically move closer to you, maintaining the stare, softly put my cheek against yours, come close to your ear and whisper..."and i love you"

She is Different..

Mom she isn't different, she's the only one of her kind.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

10 Posts

The upcoming 10 posts will be an effort to give a highlight of each day I was abroad.


2 Days of Dubai
5 Days of Mecca
3 Days of Medina

here we go...

And I am Back...

15 days is a long time, covered a whole plethora of things, cherish many moments, and scummed to numerous infections. All in all, part of a grand journey.

Now that I am back, I have two choices, either, stick to the original life or stand up and choose the higher path.

What bothers me most is the people i might have to leave behind in this transition.

If its for the better, is it worth it alone?

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Teach ME?

Ye ooo Woman!

You who goes home at 5pm everyday, Sit in my place for even one day..and you'd know how difficult my work is.

Oh well never mind, what would you know of work and work stress!

Have fun!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Arrears (Services minus Food Charges)

Hmm, what would I want if the two of you get married? Further to the Arrears, please find below my wish list :

  1. Recognition
  2. Recognition
  3. Reference (Whenever needed)
  4. N (Still don't like her name)
  5. Freedom to take your kids whenever wherever I want.
  6. Me, God Father.
The list will be updated periodically. Shall you have any concerns, please go to Hell.

The above list is not subject to your acceptance. Shall you not accept it, you know the trouble you guys be in.

Have Fun.


Prayers (We all need em)

You hear the most cliched and weirdest of Prayers when you're heading out for Umrah, here are a few:

  1. Good Grades, I really need em.
  2. Me! (most common).
  3. **** (well let not go there :p)
  4. Katrina Kaif!
  5. Liverpool!
  6. Manchester!
  7. Women!
  8. Eternal Happiness.
  9. Whatever you like for me.
  10. I want out of this mess!
  11. HE FAILS!
  12. SHE FAILS!
  13. Hamza you already know what to pray for me.
  14. Health.
  15. Mental Peace.
  16. We end up together.
  17. Safe Birth.
  18. Liverpool Wins, Manchester United Loses!
  19. Better Hair

Well I hope to pray for you all.

The best: "Hmm, nothing that I can rem, have a full filling journey and save return" (F Abidi)

Monday, April 20, 2009

I could see it through your eyes.

The way you told me about that incident yesterday, the way your eyes rolled and way you paused as if it was actually happening in that time line, I saw it all, I saw the agony, the dejected feeling and the realization in your eyes that this wasn't your home.

Hats off to you, k, I salute you.

You live with it everyday and yet not show it to anyone.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Should I or May I?

I have walked all this distance not because of you but because I wanted to see the change in you. Still you are not there where you should have been. Not even close

Should I leave you? and than you will do the right thing.
or
May I leave you? to let you do the right thing.

We all work, Just to die

I had another encounter with death today.
I never knew her.
I never met her.
I never saw her.
But for some reason it hurts that she's gone.
God Speed!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Oh Stop it Would you ALL!?

I feel so terribly unbelievably sorry for you all!

Life isn't what you wear, how you go by, if you smoke or not, or simply, "who's the girl on the phone!?" Dude mind your own fucking business!

Last night best of my so called friends made a total fool of me. Luckily I carry a backup of them and funny thing how I could rub on their faces when i was at the same place, not with them!

I have no more words for you all.

Good day!