A Good Feeling

I have waited to feel like this for the longest time but I know where it all goes but I am so pulled towards it, so drenched, so addicted. I have punished myself for far too long, withheld myself from the world, maybe its time to ease up a bit, feel a little good and for once flow with the wind.

Am I going to return hurt, even more?

Will have to wait it out and see.